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Have You Ever…

Have you ever feel like you don’t want to do anything
Just crawling in your bed under the blanket
and close your eyes…
You don’t want to wake up
coz you think you have no meaning in this world
you’re just f**king nothing but merely flesh

Have you ever…

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A Message For My Daughter

Dearest daughter,

Someday, when you grown up
Please choose your own adventure
Make something you like as your job
And do it not only in your hometown
But work all over the world

The world is tough
But I know you’re not easy to fall down
But if you do, just get up and stand tall
I know you can do it
With your own effort

You have to know
That you never be alone
I will always stay in your heart
Whenever you go

As in your kindergarten farewell
Your teacher give this speech to us, parents, as follows:

Our children are our legacy
We make them who they are and
We guide the towards who they will be
But eventually,
They reach a point where they become independent and start families of their own
In turn, their children become their legacy and
they will pass along the values that we given them.
We must help our children to build a future for themselves,
and we can only do that by giving them a solid foundation to build on.
Give them the chance,
Give them the future,
Give them the love.
The world of children is indeed a wonderful place;
full of joy, happiness, amazement
Everyday brings new challenges and new adventures.
Let’s make sure we keep it that way for them.
In a world of eternal evolution,
A world where everything changes,
We must keep one thing constant: L.O.V.E

Yes, dear, you are who you are
You’re not mini me
You’re an arrow ready to be set free

This poem by Kahlil Gibran represents how I feel:

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them,
but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might
that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer’s hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.

Take care, my dear…
I love you more and more…day-camp-ministry-for-young-children-27

-jakarta, 2017.04.20-

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Crying Out

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This song has been on my mind lately
I just fall in love with this song…
The lyrics itself has strong meaning, at least for me
The music touch my heart.

This song actually is a original soundtrack of CART
Unfortunately, I haven’t see the movie
I’ll share about the movie after seeing it

You can see the MV of this song here
And there goes the lyrics…

Crying Out
OST CART
D.O Exo

고단한 하루가 길고 길었던 날
한숨 가득 지친 맘을 다잡아
오늘도 내일도 또 다시 일어나
하룰 살아 가겠죠

막연한 기대도 메마른 웃음도
차츰 변해 시간이 지나가도
서러운 마음은 돋아난 상처는
사라지지 않아요

서글픈 우리 외침이 들리나요
한없이 참고 또 견뎠죠
먼 길을 걷다 어둠이 찾아와도
두 손을 잡고서 늘 함께였는데

불꺼진 창문 틈 사이 한줄기 빛
언젠가는 환히 비춰주기를
바라고 바라면 꼭 이뤄질거라
믿고 기다렸는데

서글픈 우리 외침이 들리나요
한없이 참고 또 견뎠죠
먼 길을 걷다 어둠이 찾아와도
두 손을 잡고서 늘 함께였는데

왜 아무런 대답이 없나요
왜 아무런 말 없이 숨겨왔나요

고단한 하루가 길고 길었던 날
한숨 가득 지친 맘을 다잡아
오늘도 내일도 또 다시 일어나
하룰 살아 가겠죠

Romanization

godanhan haruga gilgo gireotdeon nal
hansum gadeuk jichin mameul dajaba
oneuldo naeildo tto dasi ireona
harul sara gagetjyo

magyeonhan gidaedo memareun useumdo
chacheum byeonhae sigani jinagado
seoreoun maeumeun dodanan sangcheoneun
sarajiji anhayo

seogeulpeun uri oechimi deullinayo
haneobsi chamgo tto gyeondyeotjyo
meon gireul geotda eodumi chajawado
du soneul japgoseo neul hamkkeyeonneunde

bulkkeojin changmun teum sai hanjulgi bit
eonjenganeun hwanhi bichwojugireul
barago baramyeon kkok irwojilgeora
mitgo gidaryeonneunde

seogeulpeun uri oechimi deullinayo
haneobsi chamgo tto gyeondyeotjyo
meon gireul geotda eodumi chajawado
du soneul japgoseo neul hamkkeyeonneunde

wae amureon daedabi eomnayo
wae amureon mal eobsi sumgyeowannayo

godanhan haruga gilgo gireotdeon nal
hansum gadeuk jichin mameul dajaba
oneuldo naeildo tto dasi ireona
harul sara gagetjyo

Translation

On a long and tiring day
I got together my heart that was filled with sighs
Today and tomorrow, I will get up again
And live through the day

Vague expectations, dry laughter
They change as time goes by
My sad heart and apparent scars
They won’t disappear

Can you hear our sad cries?
We held it in and endured through endlessly
Even when darkness came while walking on this far path
We held hands and were always together

In a dark room, a single ray of light comes through the windows
Some day, I hope it will shine brightly
If I hope and hope, it will be fulfilled
That’s what I believed and waited for

Can you hear our sad cries?
We held it in and endured through endlessly
Even when darkness came while walking on this far path
We held hands and were always together

Why are there no answers?
Why did you hide it without a word?

On a long and tiring day
I got together my heart that was filled with sighs
Today and tomorrow, I will get up again
And live through the day

source: https://colorcodedlyrics.com/2014/11/d-o-dio-of-exo-scream-oechim-cart-ost

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Never Know Before

I never know before that loving you can be so deep

I never know before that missing you can be this hurt

I never know before that living without you can be this empty

….

What should I do when I miss you

Coz tonight, i miss you so much

….
#RIP #myJMR #missyoumuch

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Color Your World: Copper – Magical Sunset

Sunset never fails me. It always be my favorite moment in a day. I never watch the same sunset. It’s always changing. Sometimes it colored red, orange, and copper… Like this one.

I took this picture in an island called Tidung. Tidung Island is one of islands in Kepulauan Seribu (literally translated as Thousand Islands), Indonesia. From Indonesia capital, Jakarta, it took about an hour or two to get to the Tidung Island. There, you can go snorkling or diving, or simply enjoying sunrise and sunset.

As a quote said:

The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

Coco Chanel

This is the feeling when I see this magical sunset. 

Hope to be there again. Soon.

#coloryourworld #photographychallenge #cyw #travel #sunsetcollection

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Color Your World – Sunset Orange

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This was my my first flight in 2017.
I took the picture in my flight from Semarang, Central Java to Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia.

Even though the picture mostly colored blue, but I think a line of sunset orange may represents the theme.
Flying during sunset, or sunrise, is my favorite time to fly
I love the magnificent scenery during those time
It gives you the peaceful ambiance.

I really love travels.
Hope to jump to another flight soon.

#cyw #coloryourworld #photography #travel

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Welcoming 2017

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Happy New Year!

New year means new challenges and, of course, new hope…
To welcome 2017, i made my instagram’s 16 best 0f 2016 using an app at web

The pictures were taken in Jakarta, Bali, Sentul, Bandung, Kepulauan Seribu and Purwakarta, Indonesia.
Others were taken in Hong Kong during my trip.

I really hope I can spend more time to travel this year.
Visiting South Korea will be my new year resolution since I’m getting addicted to Korean dramas 😀

So, let’s begin the adventure in 2017 🙂

#newyear #newyearresolution #travel #photography

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How Do You Heal A Broken Heart

I can’t believe what i just heard
Could it be true
Are you the girl I thought I knew
The one who promised me her love
Where did it go
Does anybody ever know

How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can’t let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no
Tonight I’ll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I’ll pretend to let you go

And were you ever what you seemed
Or was I a fool who fell in love
With his own dream
And now you say you want to leave
Start a new life today
Those words I thought you’d never say

How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can’t let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no

Tonight I’ll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I’ll pretend to
Find and put it all behind me
Wake and find that I have finally found
A new life
In my soul
And find that I know how to let you go
You go

How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can’t let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no

Tonight I’ll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I’ll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I know how to let you go…

Songwriters
Walker, Chris / Sager, Carole Bayer

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Fall in Love Again

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I think I fall in love to you

You…

The one I never think about before

You

The one I can only see from a distance

I think I fall in love again

And I know

I should prepare myself

Because when I fall in love

Then, I should ready for another broken heart

#jakarta
#November17th2016
#phototakenfromgoogle